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Collage of my WIP novel’s main character because I adore him

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I’ve finally come to the decision that I will only be self-publishing. As far as I have witnessed and heard, trad-publishing is an extremely picky, clique-ish and gatekeeping industry that wants to follow a “formula” for the books they choose instead of taking on risks with potential new classics. I’ve seen and heard horror stories. I want my book-children’s fate to be in my hands, and I dont want to bend to the market and what people think will sell. It will be a hard move, but nowhere near as hard as continuously dealing with rejections that talk about my books marketability vs its soul. (Yes, i’m bitter.)
My creative ecosystem vision board! It captures a few of my passions I want to continue exploring; junk journaling, fashion and web design, reading, buddhism, and sewing.

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My favorite thing that I’ve created recently is this digital garden, a directory of all the subjects I’m interested in and my research on them. It is very newborn, but I plan on hoarding a bunch of knowledge there. I wanted it to have a kitsch pastel vibe.

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being on social media is like scrolling through a wasteland of ego, conflict and projection, and rarely, every now and then you receive a piece of wisdom and kindness. it makes it so clear how that is effecting the masses mentally
Probably my favorite recent journal spread 💝

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The way I customized my scrivener is super cool. Not sure if i’m going to be using this program yet but its fun to play around with! Writing & location names are blurred for secrecy <3

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An excerpt from the current novel i’m writing, which I just reached 50,000 words in! It’s a countercultural fiction novel about an artistic revolution.

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In honor of almost reaching 50,000 words in my adventure novel about a literary revolution, I made a moodboard 🌿

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Writing ideas in my novel notebook~

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With entries dating back to 2019, my diary is ever-growing, with segments collected from my endless journal entries over the years. It is currently at 184 A5 pages!

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New collage!

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How I organize my binder of substack articles~ I prefer to print out more long form pieces to read in the binder ! 🌿

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Started putting together a portfolio of a bunch of my creative work~ I call it “the blueprint to my soul”

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Started putting together a portfolio of a bunch of my creative work~ I call it “the blueprint to my soul”

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Today I got a kindle e-reader. Single-handedly the best purchase i’ve made in a long time. If you’re considering getting one, do it! Its easy to replace this screen addiction with an e-book one instead 🤣

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Never give up on your work, because you are one of those rare people that are brave enough to be different. Your work will inevitably make an impact once it gets in the hands of the right people, but for that to happen, you cant give up. Fight for your creations, fight for your characters to see the light of day, and tell their stories because they deserve to be told. You have the opportunity to change the lives of your readers, but only if you do everything you can to get your work in front of people. Search every nook and cranny for your niche group. Your perfect audience is out there, craving work that is just like yours, but struggling to find it. Make it easy for them. Employ SEO, post blog posts, market on every platform, network with other creatives, collaborate, advertise in local settings, pay for advertising, commune with fellow lovers of your most influential authors, support others, and tell everybody about your work. But most of all, don’t stop creating, and don’t stop trying. Nothing will become of your opus magnums if you don’t devote yourself to them.
Collaged journal entries today. “Palo santo psalms and echo chambers of shoegaze, unraveling the muse until shes naked and trembling, I long to fade into oblivion…”

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As a multi-medium creative with a surplus of projects, here is a mere segment of all the journals i usually refer to multiple times a week when im being creative! Its so overwhelming but I work best in a maximalist environment. There are 4 other stacks on my desk like this with boxes of stickers, binders, books, junk journals, etc…. I need my inspiration close. Feat my plushes from the 1950s in the back.

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I think with my most recently finished fiction novel you have to be a lover of classics to truly understand/appreciate it, given how anachronistic the prose and dialogue is. The characters all seem straight out of another century, yet exist in the modern day. I almost strictly read 20th century and 19th century fiction, and that is veryyy prevalent within my prose.
Work in progress - to be handbound

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